Today has been a sad day.
I'm not sure why. I mean I know I have lots of things in my life to make me sad, but I don't really have any of them on my mind, so what does that mean?
Jeska kinda made me upset last night. Not in a 'I miss you way', just in a 'I don't like thinking about how you hurt me anymore'. And it's true...I am over it for the most part, but it doesn't mean I can just think about the wrongdoings and be okay with it.
Then there's the other obvious. I'm glad that I can pretty much act normal around...her. I mean, yes its hard to hold back my feelings, but I really didn't want it to be awkward between us. So yea, even when she makes me sad, she makes me happy at the same time, how strange? haha. By that, I mean I absolutely LOVE how she makes me feel when I around her. Ha, what a loser I am.
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