So I think I have a problem. I don't think I care anymore. About anything. I don't want to go back to class, I don't feel like dealing with the bullshit anymore. I just don't care. I guess I'll probably wind up dealing with it anyway, but I'm very unhappy about things right now. It's for various reasons, maybe it's just because I feel like it's all piling up on me.
I need to be paying off my debt. I'm doing a better job at that. I need to call that Insurance company because I owe them $2500. But I just don't care. I keep putting it off because I don't feel like dealing with it. Same with finding a car. I just don't have the energy or drive to do anything about it. And don't even ask me about how I feel about relationships right now. I really don't care about them anymore. And if it was up to me, I'll treat every new girl I know like trash because that way I wont have to deal with it anymore.
I miss my best friend. She's coming back Thursday, but...I don't know. She's moving across the country soon, and I don't know what I'm going to do once I know I'll probably never see her again.
Sigh. Life is so over-rated.
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- Benson, NC, United States
- I'm me, Chris Langdon, this is my blog, I began it in January of 2008 as a means to just vent some stuff when I need to. I'm still in that thing called College, and will be for a while. Then I'm going to teach. That's right, the youth of American will be in MY hands. But for now, this is my crazy life. Or least how I deal with it.
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