High School Highs

So something happened today. Or really, something was said to me. I'm not going to say who, or what about, but I will be the first to say that it is complete and total BULLSHIT. I am NOT in high school and I should not have to deal with stupid BULLSHIT high school mentality that for some reason people don't like to let go of. Well maybe it's because we haven't been out of high school that long, so I guess it should be expected. I don't mean to sound harsh or mean, but I'm just upset so yeah...

I realized today why I never have had many friends throughout my life. Honestly I can count my close friends on my fingers. But the reason I've never had many is because in the end, they've ALWAYS put me on the back end of things and have ALWAYS been able to push me aside for whatever reason they deemed more important. I guess I should really get used to these things in reality, because I'm sure it's going to be like this for the rest of my life.

And for the record, because you know who are you, I'm not holding any of it against you...nor am I trying to upset you or yell at you. I'm not mad at anyone, well honestly I am because..well I'm just am, but I'm just more pissed off with a certain situation than I am people. But there's not much I can do about it so I guess I should just shut the hell up and do what I need to do, and look past it and get over it. Yeah, that's exactly what I'll do, so you know what, it's fine really, but fuck this.