Fate is an elagant .....

cold-hearted whore, she loves salting my wounds - Yes, she enjoys nothing more.

lol. I think I was moody this morning. Oh well. It happens I guess, sorry about that.

I just sat down and played my horn for about an hour. For the first time in my life, it felt therapeutic. Kinda weird. If it keeps that up, I might actually become a good horn player, because it means I start playing all the time. I really need to start getting ready for my senior recital anyway, it's coming up quick - and even if I start practicing the music now - I still wont feel prepared by the time next January comes around.

So I was thinking about...things...certain people...certain events.. I really hope stuff works out concerning those things. I really think she needs it. So I'm pulling for her to get what she wants, ;) haha, weird for me to say I know, but eh.

So while everyone else is ready for break, to leave Campbell for a month, and not have to even think about it. I'm dreading it so much. Ugh. I just don't want to sit in my room all day, every day, for the next month, but I know that it's what's going to happen. Oh well.