Monday, October 27, 2008

Crash And Burn

Blah. Reading something else made me think of this...Friday was 3 months since she left me.

Funny thing was that she was the last thing on my mind that day. Someone else has been, and it's left me in a situation in which i don't know what to do. I don't want people think I've completely moved on from Jeska, but she's done nothing but treated me like shit lately, and basically she's pushed me almost to the point to hate her, and I even hear rumors of other people she possibly slept with. Ugh. But whatever.

So now I need to figure out what to do with my situation.

Do I ignore it? go on with it? Blah I don't want to make the wrong decision and mess anything up. I worry I wont compare to a certain someone....*sigh* Sometimes I get all the right signals, and sometimes I feel hopeless about it. Ugh I kinda just wish I was better at this whole thing, but I'm not.

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