You know, it's not often I expose myself and make myself vunerable these days, but this one girl has gotten me to do just that, and it's rather awkward in a way. Even Monday when she confessed her doubts to me, I still... Well I don't know; typically that would have been the point where I shut her out and put up my wall because that's just how I am.
But for some reason, I can't do it. There's something about her that makes me so comfortable, even when people try to tell me she's flakey. Does that mean that I'm easily setting myself up to get hurt, possibly, but something just keeps telling me I need to give this girl a chance, I just need to get her to give me one.
And you know, maybe she is, and I'm just being stupidly impatient, but after the conversation Monday it's left me a little confused as to what she wants, I mean I know what she acts like she wants, and I hope it is in fact more than just an act.
Gah i'm such a sap.
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