It's Offical

I'm a retard.

There I said it, lol. I don't understand why I can't do what I tell myself I'm going to do. My case in point is...when the new year started I told myself...'you know what, you're fine, you'll be ok, and you're not going to even try to like anyone or get involved with anyone for a long time.

But what have I done? I'm completely into this girl. Idiot!!! Not that there's anything wrong with being into this particular girl, it's just something I was trying to avoid. Oh well, I guess you can't control your feelings after all? I don't know where it's going to go, if anywhere. I kind of hope it does though. I haven't met someone who's that funny, that cute, that attractive, and just all around awesome in a while, so I guess I'm actually pretty excited.

So here we go again. I'm going to play this one cool, I promise.