the first life i have is my 'work' life. the one that takes up about 15 hours of a day 6 days a week. that's great. I'm happy with it. It's awesome. I work with great kids, they're being successful, and I feel successful with it.
the second life is my 'free time' the one where i come home and sit on the couch all day, and do absolutely nothing because I have no real friends in my life. I mean, I can't barely get anyone to do anything with me. Am I that bad? Really? I'm tired of going out all the time by myself. I'm tired of being alone. I hate the 2nd life I live.