Be Warned About the Side Effects.

I really don't know what that title means, don't read into it, it was just said in the movie Baby Mama I'm watching. But nevertheless, this might get long, I haven't updated in a while and I've had a lot on my mind. Mainly about other people. Because I've really been noticing what other people are doing. Maybe I shouldn't, but I can't help to observe other people and the decisions they make in life. I mean no intention to say that those decisions are wrong, but...well, I don't know. I can't say these things personally to people, so I'll just vent here.

And it starts with this. Why the fuck does everyone feel the need to get married and knocked up all of a sudden?

I just can't help but feel that these people aren't thinking it all the way through. What drives you to say you can spend the rest of your life with someone you don't even really know? Sure, it might work. I think for some people it will. (Actually I'm pretty sure it will for one couple, you know who you are.)

Anyway, I see these people in these new relationships. All 'happy'. Spending ALL their time with someone else. The moment really clicked this week when I would hang with some certain people...but one always had to leave early, because they had to go spend time with their sig. other. The Ironic part was that this person didn't even really want to go spend the time with them, because they would have rather been with us, but didn't want to make their sig. other angry.

*Click* Why would you do that? Why sacrifice what you would like to do yourself to make someone else happy. I absolutely love that feeling. The feeling that I can do whatever the hell I want to, and not have to worry about what someone is going to think, or if they're going to get mad. I can do whatever I want, when I want! Given the fact that yes, I've been in the shoes that I'm ranting about, and yes, I was pretty sure I was happy at the time. But it's just different now.

I'm happy for those who can really make it work. But I'm just starting to think it's not for me, and I'm really glad for that. Bottom line is, I think people are doing the things they are doing (dating and marriage) because they feel like it's 'the thing' to do. I just think we should all take a step back and make sure we're happy with ourselves before we bring someone else into the picture.

Etadpu

That's Update backwards, idiots.

So. It's been a month. I know, that's a while, but my computer went down while in Tennessee, and...it went down hard, so it took til now to fix it. Not that it really matters, not much has been happening that's worth telling to everyone.

I did get a PS3...and let me say if you're wondering if you should get one...DON'T. They are the most addicting thing known to man. So there, you were warned. Oh. and I turned 22. I don't like this age. It makes me feel old for some reason. 21 is supposed to be the 'cool' age. After that it just starts going downhill.

I need to sit down shortly and actually type out some stuff on how I feel and how I've truly been lately, because...well...it's changed, that's for sure. So soon, we'll catch up.